last nite...

did i tell u that i love someone who cna play guitar?
did i tell u i love when someone sing me a song in d middle of nite??
did i tell u that i love ur style???
did i tell u that i love when u call my name??
did i tell u i love to gedik2 with u???
did i tell u that i feel so warm in ur arms??
did i tell u i need u more n more each day???
did i tell u, i appreciate everything that u hv done to me??
did i tell u, that u r d only one who ever make me feel special??
did i ever tell u how much i love u??
did i ever tell u that everytime 'she' get into us, i am so worry bout us??
did u ever know how much i miss u???
did u know, u r alwiz in my mind??
did u know that il do anything just to get to u???
coz i know u will do d same to me...

love u!!!!

committee pn bley main...cube mendptkan hadiah tupperware...tp x dpt la plak..kalah!!!haiyak.

erm...itu je r untuk entry ini...gmba annual dinner x mau tunjuk oleh sbb2 tertentu..huhuuh

hari ni, ama akan dtg...tp umah aku x smpt nk kms...bz sgt2..

xpe, mlm ni kemas..hehehehe

sudah lame x ade sesi girl's talk...weee...

ternyata aku amat degil apabila sume ckp aku degil...aku degil ker??ye kot...

ntah..lantak r....degil ker??

smlm, ms anto david ke hotel die, pas2 die tnye psl bf aku.
n 1st soalan die, did he alwiz make u laugh???
so, i guess, everyone knows that i love to laugh n i laugh a lot...hahahaha
the next questn, did u b a gud grl???
aku pn ngn slumber nyer, no worry, il b a gud girl...hahahha
when i told him, my bf alwiz calls me, every day witout fail, n he said, u need sm1 like that. because uv being pampered by ur mum n u need sm1 who can pampered u...[betul ke camtu??ntah, aku pn tak tau btul ke x.well, pendapat org berbeza2...]


next thing is....


ramadhan bakal menjelang..
dan ape pengisian aku??

family day....part 1

love u!!!

so so epi...
thankx b...love u so muchy much!!!!

kisah hidup

tetibe aku rs idup ni cam novel pn ade gak..bukan novel, tp drama melayu...huhuhu
yg cam ala2 drama nye, ms aku bertolak ke penang minggu lepas, syahnur blik darat...n bl aku on d way dari penang, die nek laut...amat2 la sadis sbb x sempat jumpe...

pas2, ttb, bani, ex boy aku dl ttb call aku blik smlm...n amat tkejut sbb dkt 3 thn x kontek lgsg ngn mamat ni..laz skali, time 2nd year, mintak die tlg amik kat bus station...tu je r..
pas2, aku dpt tau sr abg faizal [membe bani n aku], wife bani baru meninggal...n left a 5 months old girl.. sedih gak r dgr kisah idup si bani ni...tp kan, ajal maut tu dah di tentukan...n aku percaya he is a gud husband to his wife...semoga arwah isteri nyer di tempatkan di kalangan org beriman.Amin.

reason die call aku, he just need someone to talk to. n cam biase, aku kan x sampai ati la nk ltk fon kan, he is still a friend of mine...
aku ni bley jd counselor la...tukar profession la pasni...
ade ke ptt die ckp die call aku sbb aku ni x reti nk series...klo ckp mende series pn jd x series...plik gak tuh....adakah begitu???ahaks...ntah.lantak la...slagi aku leh tlg membe2, aku tolong jek...aku no hal jek...

pape hal pn, syahnur di hatiku...hahahahha.gile r.pengakuan ikhlas tuh...
miss him so much....
lambt nye die bley blik...aku phm die keje, juz trase nk jumpe...tu jek...
my bf sgt2 la sweet...n i love him so much...
i love him more n more each day...
need him more n more each day...
hehehehe

keje tgh menunggu unt di setelkan..smpt lg menyelah..ntah pape...
k la..adios amigos...

convo part 2

kite ikut warne tema...2 bouquet of flowers from my parents n ateh...hhehehehe
macih mama, abah n ateh...love u alll...soooo much!!!xoxo

ttb jd 3 sbb de additional 1 dari kak lang...thank u sis..mwah

d whole family...tapi abg iwan takde..cedih.tp xpe..die keje kan..

love u all....

x bez..

hari ni amat x bez...nape???sbb amat x bez..

congratz b...

congrats b...your hard work now paid..
eventhough kite xle jumpe weekend ni...but it is really good for you...
everything has price to pay rite???
takpe, bersusah susah dulu..
(susah nk jumpe..hahahah)

i am really2 happy for u my love...
congrats on your promotion!!!weee!!!
[aku plak yang suke beria..hik hik hik]

wishing u all d bez sayang!!!!and thousand of love!!!
xoxo!!!

kami

i miss him!!!!!!
location : tepi pantai...sbb kami suke pantai!!!weee!!!
mood : missing him :(
reason : org office die menghancurkan sume plan yg die wat..uwaaa...BJ jaaat!!!!tp xpe...stil have time...rite b??
his location : juah di 'opensea'
her location : jauh di kwsn ijau berbukit bukau...hik hik hik
other : keciwa sbb die x dpt hadir di hari convo ku...tp sempat ber 3g kan??ahaks. itu lah gunenye teknologi...weee...
our profile : melaburkan duit pd provider2 telefon spt maxis dan italk dan mungkin celcom atau digi???kite tunggu dan lihat

so, this is kami!!!!!!

convo day. part 1

try2 sat...

bergaya sblm g...dlm hotel..

dlm hall...sbb bosan n sgt excited!!wee!!!

me n my wex rumet for 2 years..midah...
nk kawin dah midah...

yeay, aku berjaya menyelit...yg lain x upload lagi...

big sorry to sinister sbb x sempat jumpe...sgt2 la bz dat time....
thank you to shahril yg penat2 g kat hotel semate2 nk kasik adiah...cute.thank u so much
thank u to alang sbb datang gak walaupun demam...n lewat 1 hari.really2 appreciate it...
thanks to all my frens...
n sorry sbb xle stay lame sbb my parents tak sihat...sorry sgt2..
n gamba ngn parents aku x di upload lagik....

aku dan office

5 hari seminggu..
lbh 12 jam sehari...
itulah rutin aku....office cam 2nd house aku...
even ms aku spend di umah sewe aku lg sikit bbanding ms aku di ofis...
aku blik unt tido shj....
so, bley x korg imagin..bape sgt la ms aku tinggal...
so, aku amat tau psl office kau ini..n meje aku x pernah x penuh ngn timbunan kertas2...
kertas A3, A4...pelbagai...kertas rfq,kertas po, do, drawing, sume ade..lengkap..sampai aku pn nek pening...aku clearkan sikit, de jek yg baru yg dtg....
waaa...aku amat2 la x terurus...

ignorance is a bliss

selepas di pikirkan semasak masak nye.... keputusan yang aku wat n i will stand for skrg is... il b ignorance to all of them..to him-so called-mybf-i-tried-to-avoid, to her-busybody-exgf bestfren-so-called-bitch, to his-exgf-so-called-Ntah-pape... well, ignorance is my specialty after all....its so damn easy to act cold... n dat is wut m i goin to do... lantak la pe jadi...yg penting, aku mls nk pk psl mende yg amat2 la sakitkan kpale aku dan aku x suke!!!ahaks... sgt selfish sbnrnyer, tp who cares!!!!only i care bout me....n it will alwiz b dat way... ppl who claimed that they care bout me, they hurt me more... except for my family la kan...they really care bout me...dats y.... no more love.... i m goin back to d old me....
heartless, cold blooded n of coz mean...

.bl aku sembang ngn ama smlm br aku kembali kpd rational mind aku...
klo dl aku leh jd very2 ignorance bout love n heartache, nape x skrg??
thankx ama on everything....useful advise....i mean, brilliant words that make me feel so alive...so so alive...
so, d ignorant ekey is back...
welcome back ekey..welcome back...

b, its not that i dun like u, but i think if i stay, things will nvr settle..we cnt live at peace..u n me cnt live at peace...its hard at first, but we can stay friend rite???u can alwiz talk to me, u know i will alwiz b by ur side n find ways to make u smile...rite??

juz for fun....

when winter comes in summer,
when there's no more forever
thats when il stop loving u....

il never leave u
ul nvr cry as long as i m ere....

hot n spicy

i know n expect this thing will happen...but i nvr expect this thing will happen this fast....
nape la org bz2 psl aku..skati aku r nk kapel ngn sesape pn...cam r aku kaco idup korg....aku nk strt mcarut r ni!!!!sib bek aku pose...klo x mmg sesedap ati jek aku maki hamun dorg tuh...
get off from my life laa....korg tnye aku tu nape...bajet aku cam perampas la ek??
halllooo!!!!if u want me 2 avoid him...i cn do it now!!!!seriously, right now. at this moment!!!!
but still, u guys r nothing!!!so, back off la!!!!nape la nk sibuk2 psl aku....sungguh tensi!!!kene facing all of this alone...i knw he will b by my side...bt still, aku dah ckp aritu, i wont fight for love...never again!!!!seawal ini pn dah de org gatal2...yg pling bez nyer, die ckp aku ni gf men2???

wtf!!!!!!

skati jek mulut dorg tuh....aku cibai nnt kang br tau...
tp kan bl pk2 blik nape plak aku nk mrh2....
mrh sbb aku x ske org kaco n campur idup aku...
mrh sbb org ske sgt cmpur idup aku

aku x kisah sgt pn die nk anggap ape as long as aku n die tau wut we hv btwn us...n b, i really need u 2 let them know coz i m sick of this immature things goin on now!!!plizz.....

lost without u

i m missing u a lot!!!!!
my sweet honey b...

lost without u, blink 182...
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you

this is the song my hubby love to hear...

weekend summary

peringatan....entry ini mengandungi cite2 jiwang aku..klo xmo bace,korg skip jek...

weekend yg sgt sgt aku x tau nk ckp pe...
ari jumaat, en razak mintak tlg g a nta kat putra gombak..so, kami g la anta die ...
pas2 sbb mls nk blik, decided nk g jln2 and end up kat sunway piramid...
g semate2 unt mkn n carik adiah abg ama kawin keesokan harinye....
n aku mkn secret resepi...dah lame gile x kedarah yogurt chess cake...
n sgt2 api sbb leh mkn kek..hehehehe
sampai umah kul 11....pas2 trus tido x sdr diri...

pas2 g shah alam plak pada ari sabtu nyer...
g mkn2 kat umah ama....wow!!!mmg grand gile...n like alwiz, they r very warm....
pas2 blik umah ama, pas mkn nasik kenduri..
g OU plak..kali ni tgk cite the mummy plak...bez r cite tuh..
tp sedikit x bez ngn seat..pastu blik umah...
msk unt dinner n pastu, tido...

pas2, ari ahad tu, hari unt house keeping plak...
satu pagi duk membasuh. pastu mengemop..
pastu, ptg tu tido sbb dah pnt sgt....hahahahha
pastu bukak2 mate trus lapa sbb tgh hari tuh mkn mende merapu jek..
g la shopping brg unt mkn..blik umah trus masak...

pastu mkn pastu tgk tv...bez gak duk lepak2 umah sbnrnyer....walaupun sedikit bosan...tp ok gak la...

syahnur already at offshore...n he nvr fail to gv me a call..even a quite call..in fact, he called almost 5 times a day...thankx babe..sbb terlalu sgt rindu kat mamat ni, aku ciap pkai baju yg die kasik lagi smlm...it feels like he is close to me...waaa....aku suda gilak!!!!
but still, missing him is like in my blood...even missing him more when he hang up the fon...
its been awhile i m not letting myself b in this state..state of emotional which is so strong..i afraid it will blinded my rational mind...afraid that i trust wrong guy again.afraid to get hurt..afraid if it won laz...
but the end of the day....love is giving a chance for someone to break ur heart but hoping he will nvr do...so, i was really2 hoping he will nvr do.
but who knows...mayb today he is so in love with me...n the next day, he is totally sm1else...
well,ppl do change rite??hopefully he is not...
wokey...
enuf of hearts feeling momentos...

kini, very2 excited to go to my convo which is this end of week...waaa...amat x sabar...tp yg x bez nyer, aku x dpt g amik jubah aku sndr....membe2 aku sume dpt cuti 1 minggu!!!!haiyak!!!!
tp x pe...aku pastikan aku akan jd camwhore on my convocation day.hahaahahah
syahnur xle g convo aku sbb die myb kat laut or maybe kat darat...tp aku x de r arap sgt pn...since die sacrifice a lot for me already....n i really appreciate it..byg la, tgh2 mlm die tjaga dari tdo, n g call aku even die de kat rig ms tuh....well...he is so sweet...seriously, he is really sweet....
n my sis gile2 babeng la puji mamat ni baik..aku pn heran...ape la mamat ni kasik kat adik aku..
n yg lagi heran, mama aku kasik je aku kuar klo ckp nk kuar ngn die....sbb sblm ni, haram la kan...mmg xle nyer nk kuar berdua duaan....
n my big bro pn x byk songeh...erm...aku bertambah heran...hopefully, everything is alright btwn both of us..kan b???
wah..sungguh panjang entry ini....aku end up here laaa.....

very2 excited!!!!!!

hari tak best

tgh2 duk belek2 emel ni, tringt kata2 yg ama slalu ckp...
'ko ni suke kan sakitkan ati sendiri..'

mmg x terniat nk g bukak emel tu pn...tp sbb bosan pagi2 xde pape nk buat...aku pn bukak la emel tu...pastu mule la ati n otak berperang sesame sendiri...sampai aku pn ttb wat mende yg slalu aku wat...avoiding some1 yg buat aku rs x best....sorry...x berniat pn nk avoiding u, juz need time to settle down...padahal die dah pesan dah smlm. tp otak ni gagal lagi mentafsir dan duduk d track yg betul...myb ptg2 kang ok kot...hopefully ok la...ok dan kembali on d rational track...thanks for being honest...well, honesty is d bez policy after all...rite??? wink wink..trying my best to b rational instead of emotional..lets rational mind control me!!!need to do some yoga...hehehehe

haiyak...
perassan yg sgt x best yg buatkan ari aku sedikit gloomy....

nyesal plak g bukak...tp at lez i know kan...huk huk huk..
there is alwiz have bright side in every dark side....

tp kan...sejujurnye, i m not hoping dat much in everything ive been thru now...serik ngn kisah2 lalu cud b 1 of d reason..so, like wut iv said b4...let it b. if we r meant to b 2ghtr, then we will b.if we r not, just accept it n live my life....its too early to conclude everything...yet, first impression will alwiz b my guideline....

so, rite now, i juz hope for nothing.... so dat, i wont hurt myself again. myb dat is d bez way to do after all...live with no expectation in every lil here n there can color our life even brighter....

by d end of d day....fakira will alwiz b fakira...no one can change me coz i love to be me!!! i will alwiz b like diz, hepily ever after....InsyaAllah....
aint mountain is high enuf...yeah....

ape yg berlaku

apa yg ber laku pada hari sabtu???tada........

official 2nd date...dgn jejaka ini.with his new cap...nice cap kan...
pagi2 g menjemput org yg tak sabar2 nk pulang ke daratan...tp sbb de miscommunication, aku tunggu sejam di airport....sib bek bwk buku unt di baca...tp lemau gak r sbb tunggu sorg2.tiap kali de heli yg mendarat, i was hoping for him..kuang3.n yg pling comel nyer, de org ciap sengih sorg2 lam heli ek...isk3.

pas2, 2 jam lepak2 kt mcd memandangkan aku x mkn lagi kan....pas2 plan2 nk g kuantan.tp xle,sbb kene g jenguk atuk kat ospital dl..pas2 blik dr ospital slps 2 jam di ospital, kul 3 ptg, aku pn ngn slumber nyer send msg
'kuar jom...'
n he replied, ok...
dgn selamba aku berkata[nyanyi ikut juliana banos yer...lalalala]
pas2 g la pick up adik ku di ump sbb aku dah janji nk g shopping ngn die...

pas2, g la shopping n aku bantai shopping kat MNG lg...haiyak!!!
tp xpe, MNG de sales...heheheh..suke suke...yippie...

pas2, g mkn laksa shack n big apple...
hari mkn sedunia....

pas2, balik...tp sgt bez...
sbb ada man-with-new-cap....ahaks.thank babe.

p/s : ade gmba lagi clear, tp man-with -new-cap suh post yg ini...kasik misteri skit...hehehehe

its nice 2 b with u d whole day....dah la abihkn ms 1 hari, mlm tu, gayut smpai kul 3 pagi...both of us is really2 lost our mind..i guess..dah la die tu ade course. cian die kene buli...jd driver n peneman shopping sepanjang hari..mlm tu plak gayut smpai almost 3 pagi...isk3...
dah janji nk gayut smpai lebam bl dah smpai darat kan...hahahaha

celaru....

"If had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U"."

erm..adakah anda berssetuju dgn ayat ini???
bagi aku!!!!of coz not...nape nk sakitkan ati sndr bl kite bley jd lagi epi bl kite sorg...len la klo kite epi ngn org tsyg..xde org dlm dunia ni sengaja cari jln unt sakitkan ati sndr...kan??

ari sabtu yg sgt epi!!!!
itu lah kesimpulan yg dpt di buat
detail die...coming soon.....

hari ni, sgt epi sbb kene buli ngn cazen2 aku yg kecik2 itu...dah lame x dikelilingi ngn budak2 yg rmai n riuh rendah.dah lame x rs kene buli ngn cazen2 ku itu...sume duk cibuk nk mengadu...ske sgt bl dikelilingi ngn dak2.x yah pk mende len.can focus on them, walaupn sgt penat melyan karenah mereka, tp sgt2 calm...

alhamdulillah, atuk aku dah kaur dr ospital...die nmpk letih...tp at lez, die de kat umah...dat is a great thing rite....

pas2, balik tu, aku mengambil keputusan nk g anta kete g basuh...kotor yg amat sgt smpai aku pn x larat nk tgk...pas2, kene tunggu smpai 5 kete...gile!!!aku pn g tmpt len..yeay.selamat di bersihkan....skrg si putih ku sudah putih berseri....wink wink

ari jumaat

wee....its friday n it is for sure la kan, laz day unt bekerja...

arini aku ade mood nk menceritakan ceritera...

cerita bermula kul 815 pm...dpt panggilan telefon dari nun jauh di sana...call around this time is routine things for her n him for this couple of months...so, si gadis ini pn, cam biase, wat keje yg di bawa balik dr opis...memandangkan byk keje,kena la wat balik keje...x sdr plak dah kul 10pm. so, she decided to stop n hv a lil discovery with her new phone...w660i. ttp, nokia n-series pc suite is more user frenly than sony ericson yg ntah ape2...nk transfer file kene tukar mode dl la. ms aku gne n series dl x de plak camtu...amat mudah unt transfer2 file or nak apply any application to my n-series fon.ni ntah pape. nk install pn lembap gile. menyesal plak tukar fon...tersasar jauh plak.....

sbb dah tersasar, mls la nk smbg cite..

yg pasti nye, he is so sweet....sweet like honey pie, sugar plum....

byk mende lam perancangan ni...
1. esok yg di harap akan berjalan lancar
2. g kenduri kawin abang ama.
3.convo

yg len tu, mls nk list down lagi...cukup la 3 acara ini akan melengkapkan ujung minggu aku..hehehehe

by d way...congrats to my boy on ur confirmation...xoxo