hari tak best

tgh2 duk belek2 emel ni, tringt kata2 yg ama slalu ckp...
'ko ni suke kan sakitkan ati sendiri..'

mmg x terniat nk g bukak emel tu pn...tp sbb bosan pagi2 xde pape nk buat...aku pn bukak la emel tu...pastu mule la ati n otak berperang sesame sendiri...sampai aku pn ttb wat mende yg slalu aku wat...avoiding some1 yg buat aku rs x best....sorry...x berniat pn nk avoiding u, juz need time to settle down...padahal die dah pesan dah smlm. tp otak ni gagal lagi mentafsir dan duduk d track yg betul...myb ptg2 kang ok kot...hopefully ok la...ok dan kembali on d rational track...thanks for being honest...well, honesty is d bez policy after all...rite??? wink wink..trying my best to b rational instead of emotional..lets rational mind control me!!!need to do some yoga...hehehehe

haiyak...
perassan yg sgt x best yg buatkan ari aku sedikit gloomy....

nyesal plak g bukak...tp at lez i know kan...huk huk huk..
there is alwiz have bright side in every dark side....

tp kan...sejujurnye, i m not hoping dat much in everything ive been thru now...serik ngn kisah2 lalu cud b 1 of d reason..so, like wut iv said b4...let it b. if we r meant to b 2ghtr, then we will b.if we r not, just accept it n live my life....its too early to conclude everything...yet, first impression will alwiz b my guideline....

so, rite now, i juz hope for nothing.... so dat, i wont hurt myself again. myb dat is d bez way to do after all...live with no expectation in every lil here n there can color our life even brighter....

by d end of d day....fakira will alwiz b fakira...no one can change me coz i love to be me!!! i will alwiz b like diz, hepily ever after....InsyaAllah....
aint mountain is high enuf...yeah....