weekend story

such a long sleepy day.....
i juz lay down in my bed n sleep n read smthng which is not acedemic enuf for my paper nex week...wut a waste of time..*sigh*

laz nite,went to cozplay event in lil penang....god.im so damn starving d whole day...juz get my food at 6smthng in d evening....rs cm nk pengsan pn ade...but stil,i didnt pengsan la kan...
but lil penang is fun + bored...

• fun part is....diz probably my laz time enjoying my time wit this bunch of ppl..[alang's crowd]
• cosplay event is ok...my suggestion is they shud juz giv a proper space for them to hang out and play their character d whole day.
• hv mny thngs dat play part besides jual2 kraftangan,de gak painting n cam2 gak r
  
• swords making is so damn bored coz i cnt participate :p
• make fren wit new frens...raz n ijam.ijam which is hv a great sense of humour
• taking photos
• de band yg de cute lil fellow men drums n pianos...very cute
• cute2 cosplayer.....lenglui...
  

the bored part is

• erk..i mention earlier, swordsmaking workshop bosan [sbb xle participate] :p
• perut lapa d whole event
• kene tunggu untl 330 for cosplay competition
• panas la tent tu....
• sinister bz ngn org len..hahahahah...but its ok,got raz n ijam yg byk ckp keep me company.

pas2,aftr d event,went to lil penang..which is,i wan to buy lots of thngs end up i did buy but juz lil sbb byk sgt n x tau nk plh...
plus,dorg ni jln laju,asyik kene tinggl jek...is hud go thr wit my gurls....*sigh*
but stil,guys, i love urs company...thnkful got great frens like u...
sanggup pth balik sbb nk cari bracelet....whoo..i love u guys...

blik cm biase, trus terbungkam....but i hv lots of fun..

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relief now....

sorry guys..i promise u guys nk cite smlm kan???but i get bz ngn mengcover tido2 yang x ckp previous 2 weeks....owh...i cn sleep like heaven now..n im so damn epi...*wink*wink

k...after i send my final draft of my theses,i went bck 2 my room n sleep d whole day n going out aftr dat...so,i cnt fnd ways 2 post any entry...
i went out 4 movie....n i watch death note...cam biase r...L is vry2 cool n weirdo but i love his character..in fact, i love weirdo i guess...psl story line, its new thng coz they r talkng bout technologies n biologies...so, i hv fun laz nite....

b4 our showing, plan asal nyer nk g men boling tp stuck at arcade game...n we play like hell...amid n kulert men basket ball (apparently aku n ama yang mule2 ajar dorg men ) men sampai dapat 400+ scores....determination tinggi btul dak2 ni...kagum tul aku...
n me n ama,juz go n cari game2 yang len...we hv almoz 2 hours earlier...so, byk la game yg bley kami main..
n gues wut...ama spotted a cute guy...n i do my thng which is, flirting....
diz guy is vry cool...lone ranger abih.well, i love guys like dat...
dah la cute nk mampus...
n gues wut..it turns out gud n d sad part is...
ade 1 part ni, die ni jln at different direction la..(in d arcade)
he smiled at me n i smile back la kan....
n even d path is quite big la kan...he bumps to me....n i duno wut hapen...tergamam kot.n i juz jln straight...shit i shud set up some drama....then i cn get his fon no....
bodoh tul la...isk
did i mention dat we watch d same movie dat nite....ahaks...
but i juz realize it aftr d show....*sigh*

im so damn relief...final draft dah anta....
yeay...cn enjoy my life again now....i looiiikkkkeeee

dats all kot.ak nk ckp mende len dah ckp mende lain..ak nk ckp ak epi dah anta final draft...tp ak cite psl mamat tu plak.....

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cant hardly wait

il post d details tomorrow...
but i realy cant hardly wait 4 tomorrow...
where my misery will gone..at lez for a while...
will updated u guys tomorow....

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its 422am in d morn

its been quite hard 2 get 2 sleep at nite lately...cam kene sindrom insomnia plak...
but i realy cnt sleep at nite now....myb aftr i submit my theses,il b fine back...hopesully i recover frm this bad sleep time...
cam kelawar plak rs...mlm2,i cnt even close my eyes pun...
erm..actualy, in d middle of my busyness, i miss my bro...i used to b vry close with him...
seriously close...but aftr diz engagement ni...cm kinda lost him..
truk x??well,he is heading his new life...instead of feelng epi for him, i felt d distance keep us apart...
kitorg dah x share cite cam dulu2...kitorg dah x discuss bout anythng dah...
i gues sbb skrg he had sm1... i miss my bro.n 2 tell u d truth, its been awhile i talked 2 him...
erm..ait dicincang xkan putus ait???yeah...i know bout it...but, molekul air pn bley jd gas klo tekanan n suhu ditingkatkan....mmg la xle putus air tu,tp stil, d molecular structure of H2O isnt dat strong....[cnt help it 2 thnk in molecule structure....ahaks]

erm....my theses is, i cn say 70% finish kot...its a good improvement ait...
stil....have dozens of works have 2 b done..

lately ak ske beno dgr lagu usher,seperated...bez gile lagu tuh...
erm...by d way,nk share smthng...
dl, ak x caye yang jodoh ni x yah cari,die dtg when its a rite time 2 come...
kpe yg kite wat,doa byk2....
dl,ak pk, we hv 2 work 2 fnd our soul mate....
skrg ni, ak pk, juz let it b...it come whn it is d rite time...
mayb rite now is x a rite time 4 me....n i thnk so,i cnt concentrate in 2 different thngs in 1 time. n rite now, my life is realy2 hectic...
cm telur di hujung tanduk...salah pertimbanngan, jatuh n bkecai la telur tuh...
so, juz put aside bout my rltnshp wit guys..i mean,serious rltnshp...
i m better diz way...i cn do wut ever i wanted 2 do...i can have wutever i wanted to have...
i can deal d way i wana deal it..its so much thrill coz its my life n i hv me 2 handle it....
n i love d feel to take control bout everythng which is mine...i love it so damn much...
being single isnt dat bad aftr all...
well,being single, i cn mingle around...ahaks

now i wana talk bout my theses...
otak skrg ni amat la letih....bt stil,cnt sleep..so,i decided to write down diz entry...
juz wana ease my mind...

did i tell u guys, de tempat karaoke baru bukak btul2 dpn hostel ni..n aku sungguh la seronok sbb aftr diz, x yah la kau g smpai ke penang unt melalak...
b4 diz mmg la dah ade,tp quite horror la tmpt tu...in fact, tmpat yg lame tu pnh kene ttp sbb de kes rogol..horror x??
psl tempat baru ni,i cn say its much2 much more safer...sbb nye die ni kat ground floor n tepi tu de convenient store...which is sentiasa rmai org...n kedai mamak which is tmpt lepak dak2 tmpt aku ni..n its quite open r...
compare to d othr place tu,dah la kat 3 floor...nk naik kt situ pun horror...sbb jln yg sempit yg turut digunakan unt ke snooker kat atas tuh...dah la tertutup sgt2 smpai kan kat registration tuh,penuh ngn asap2 rokok yang x dapat keluar dr tingkap yang telah di seal...tapi aku g je kat tmpt tu..n of coz,wit boys r...i cn trust them of coz.tp aftr d rape case tuh,ak dah x g dah..

better not get into troubles kan...

its nearly 5....i shud juz wait till subuh je r...
juz an hour to go pn...ahaks...lame gak ak pk nk carik idea upe nyer....

aku nk tgk supernatural season 3 r....episode 8...

theses aftr diz....

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letter for him

its been awhile since we talk. i know u juz doin fine wit ur life. so do i.
at first i juz wana write u a letter but whn i thnk back,u dun need 2 know bout wut i feel rite now coz i know u dun even care. .n i thankful coz of dat...coz of thngs happen, im so thankful n i shud thnk u coz we r now at our own path.
iv been heart broken at first. n yes,i did badly hurt.but as time goes by, its like fade away...n d matter fact is, i kinda feel more release rite now. at time being, i feel more free...i cn do anythng dat i wan without considered wut u thnk of me. i know u juz being juz fine rite now..n i find out u alredy found someone..good 4 u..im epi 4 u...i realy m.
if u ask me,i thnk, i dun wan 2 mess my head wit man for time being. i m surrounded wit my own stuff lately n they kept me bz. n i loz track of u...d memory of u is like sunset...nice 2 look at but wont stay long enuf 2 keep u warm. but d coldness u left...
i wana thank u coz letting me go coz now i know wut i want. . im not ready yet 2 change my life juz 2 fulfill ur wish. im not willing 2 sacrifise my needs to fulfill urs.. i m definitely not ready for that. i want sm1 who wants me coz he wants me, not wana change me in2 some1 he wants. dats wut u r trying 2 do in this entire rltnshp. u wan me 2 bcome sm1 u need, sm1 u want, sm1 u dream of. but im x dat type of person....i know i m far far away from d perfect words...but i do love my own self..i wan ppl 2 admire me d way i m.not d way u imagine i cn b...
now, i can c clearly dat we r never meant for each others. d fights dat we had, we tot it brings us back together but it divide us apart...

if love is choir, u n i could nvr sing coz love isnt for u n me...
If love was an oscar, u and I could never win coz we cud nvr play our parts...
boy, i know we had a gud time, but i cnt c how we cn b last...
n i thnk u for great memories we had....
u go ur way n il go mine, live ur life n il live mine...
boy, u do well, n il b fine...
coz we r so much better of seperated...

kelikatan a.k.a viscosity

disini ingin aku nytakan psl kelikatan yg berlaku di dalam medula oblongata aku...[aku lupe cmne nk eje...korg wat2 phm je la ek]
sama seperti polimer,apabila kelikatan bertambah,maka amatlah sukar unt diproses...dimana tekanan dan suu yang tinggi diperlukan untuk mengatasi kelikatan polimer itu....suhu dan tekanan yang tinggi diperlukan untuk memudahkan rantai sliding di antara satu sama lain...
memandangkan apabila suhu dan tekanan yang tinggi akan menyebabakan proses susah nk control sbb sush nk control suhu dan tekana tinggi ni,maka untuk memudahkan pemprosesan, kite kurangkan kelikatan...atau pun, bagi polimer-polimer khusus seperti PEEK, crosslinking di tambah pada croos link site untuk memudahkan pemprosesan dan memudah kan pengontrolan proses pembentukan PEEK.
dalam semua yang kite ingin produce,kite xnk la sifat2 die ilang....i mean...we wan a quality product kan...
pe kaitan nye ngn kpale otak aku ni??
sbb otak ak tgh likat...smpai nk menulis theses pn cam susah gile ak nk wat pada ketika ini...mungkin disbbkn suasana yg amat sejuk n tgk plak rumet2 aku...rumet2 aku ni ak andaikan sebagai pemangkin..pemangkin untuk melembapkan proses...proses skrg adalah menyiapkan theses....mangkin plak de mangkin aktif dan mangkin pasif...mangkin aktif adalah apabila mangkin ini bertujuan unt mempercepatkan proses...mangkin pasif adalah yg sebalik nye...buat ms ini, rumet aku adalah mangkin pasif....
ade x mn2 mangkin aktif yang free yg bley menjadi mangkin???[ayt ape ni??]
plastisizer yang aku perlukan juga kurang...ape die plastisizer lam kes aku ni???ape lagi..buku2 dan journal2 r....itu pn membantut perjalanan proses penyiapan theses ini...
kepada mereka yang tidak familiar ngn bahasa2 aku ini..ak rs korg tau kenape kan..dah trang2 ak ckp ak tgh ciapkan theses...mestilah unt kurangkan kelikatan di dalam otak aku..dengan itu,temperature dan tekanan dpt dikurangkan....
ape aku melalut ni???
ak dah mengarut thp cipan...uwaaa..bl la nk abih ni..pnt dah aku wat..1 hari ak bley ciapkan 9 muke surat jek????tp ok r tu..daripada x bergerak lgsg...org len jgn psiko aku..ak tau korg terror...aku plak terrorist yg sentiasa memberontak....padan muke..rebel sgt..
smtims rebellious soul kills u!!

aku dapat merasakan perut aku bukan takat keroncong..dah heavy metal dah ni...
ni la klo wat keje...perut lapo je keje...mn la x gemuk...isk3...
k la...ak nk wat air jap...unt elakkan ak terlena di tgh medan perjuangan...
go me go....fight for juz another 8 days...
go me!!!!

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words for....

i care not for those who are telling me that love is nonsense
i do hurt a lot in love before....but i nvr blame it...coz smtimes, the thing dat u love best will hurt u most...
i knew ur past..i knew it mite keep ur faith out of love...
but as long as this feeling i feel inside remains,i will alwiz try 2 get u back in d path of love...
i knw for damn sure this thing dat i had inside will not easily erased. ..
im telling diz coz i knw wut i m dealing wit..
i knw u mite c me as a lil child who is struggling to find her own path...but i know for damn sure that i need u now n if we can stay learn n compromise in each n every single thing,we can stay forever..
its easy 2 build a rltnshp but hard 2 keep it...bcoz it cost u hard work 2 keep it alive...but i care not bout d hardship dat we will goin to go thru as long as u r here wit me....

wah wah....bley thn gak aku bmadah pujangga.....

itu shj yang mampu aku pikir kan untuk hari ini....ak tak nk pun bermadah pujangga sbnrnyer..ttb je rs cm bosan n tringat kat die...walaupun die baru je gv me a short call td..thnx 4 calling...realy appreciate it
so far, nampak cam ok...but i stil dun wan 2 get involved so deep until i cn c his seriousness...
well.....i dun thnk he is serious enuf...
ntah la...cmne la aku nk tau kan...bukannye ade kat dahi die terpampang pe yg ade lam otak die..
klo la ade skrin cm tu kan senang nk evaluate....
arini adalah hari yg sungguh la byk aku tido...
nk wat report ak tak reti...ahaks...
soak tulis la blog ni..juz wana kill my mood....
mood malas tgh bermaharajalela ni....keje byk sgt smpai x tau nk sentuh yg mana 1...
cant wait 4 lil penang...lambt nyer lil penang...then i cn c him again..yeay...

erm....alang ckp im realy good when it come to get on ppl nerves...
yeah...i do know bout it since forever...
even the heartless _i_is_E_ i manage to get on his nerves...
walawei...i realy great at dat...sori la dear....nvr meant it....

k la..beter get goin now...
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aku gumbira

semalam malam yg bez..dah lame x hang out lame n semalam,sejarah tcipta..melalak sampai 4 jam...gilo..sampai sakit tekak aku....sib bek ade suare lagi arini...tp yg tak bez nyer,lg yang aku nk tu takde la plak....tapi xpe...he was sitting next to me..so close 2 me n i was like wooo.....
rambt die lembut gile n smells so damn nice...he was warm enuf....waaa...i m totally fall in love wit him...n i thnk he knows bout it but he was like saying dat 'i knw u got smthng 4 me,but we juz fren'....smthng like dat la...i knw he is x tellng me directly but i can feel it...

i like him..lalalala..i love him...lalalalala
n d 2st thng dat iv got this morn was his msgs....
n we juz like flirting wit each other...
n i cn c he is vry pro in flirt....
like dats his stuff.....then i freak out...
coz i had bad memories bout guys who flirt like him...
so,i thnk i wana keep it low....
k la...end of try...
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hari yg terang

yeay..arini sume keje di lab sudah ciap...ms untuk pulun tulis theses plak...huhuhu
lg pening kpale...
smlm adalah hari yg kurang bez di mana de mslh dr segi perasaan skit..tp bl pas tdo n rehat yg cukup,otak dah kembali bfungsi dgn btul....mende tu takde mslh pn sbnrnyer...lantak je r...he is no one pn...even die takde pn,i m happier wut...so,juz leave him aside...
buang karen je aku pk2...there are stuffs dat we cnt undo but stil we can learn smthng bout them..
every path we take will alwiz leave us wit smthng,it will nvr juz get away juz like dat....myb a lil scar or a big smile.even if it left a big,hideous scars....its up 2 us to deal wit it....
we cn turn up d scars to a pretty tattoo or we can juz leave it an live our life at d fullest...

hidup mana yang tak pernah sakit?bumi mana yang tak pernah ditimpa hujan?pantai mana yang tak pernah berombak kuat??even pantai feringgi yg kebiasaannya tak pernah berombak ganas seperti pantai di pantai timur tetap menelan manusia ketika tsunami melanda 4 tahun lepas...
ingatlah, Allah takkan menguji hambanya di luar kemampuan hambanya....
setiap apa yg kite tangisi,senyumlah kerana di situ tandanya Allah masih sayang pada kite...perhatianNya pada kite lebih daripada org lain...diuji kita dengan dugaan kerana mungkin kite lupe tanggungjawab kite...diuji kite untuk membuktikan kite sbnrnye kuat..diujinya kite untuk mengingatkan kita bhw kite hanya lah hambaNya...
sesungguhnya,telinga daripada mulut yang berkata2 lebih dekat.....semoga aku tak pernah lupa...insyaAllah...

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new hair cut

harini aku korbankan rambut ku dah 2 thn aku simpan...takde r simpan sgt pn,de ptg gak,tp xde r potong pendek2 gile...
arini aku potog pendek..ingt nk wat bang..tp bl memikirkan muke ak yg chubby ni..ak batalakn hasratku...
muahahaha...aku berambut pendek gile skrg....ttb rs syg kt rmbt aku yg tak brape nk bley ckp panjang lg tuh...uwaaa

new image 4 a new life..heheehhe
ak potong rmbt sbb rmbtaku gugur gile skrg...sampai cm org skit cancer plak ak tgk..so,ak ptg la pendek rmbt aku...heheheheh
k la...itu shj...

sejarah

cite yang pling x best n teramatlah sedih..makcik aku miscarriage...
aku tak tau detail lagi..sbb pg tadi aku tdo jek sbb sakit kpale disebabkan demam yg tetibe je dpt pg smlm....bgun2,dpt msg dari uncle aku,ckp mak andak miscarriage..sedih nyer.....diz is d couple dat iv told in previous post....

nex cite..cite psl ak balik umah
sejarah sepanjang aku nek bus ni.. ni r 1st time ak nek bus slame 16 jam...bley imagine x???16 jam...
kess nyer...
naik bus kul 1130..pas2,kul 200,tayar bus tcabut...both on d left side..sib bek x tbalik je bus tuh...
pas2,tunggu r kt tepi tapah tu sampai kul 6.. untuk tunggu replacement bus...
tunggu2 punya tunggu,kul 6 bus sampai..pas2,x smpai 5 minit,bus tu plak rosak....
bateri plak tcabut..bukn bateri,tmpt ltk bateri...ak rs cm nk giv up pn de gak...
pas2,tunggu r kat c2 dari kul 6 sampai kul 10 pagi....unt mekanik baik pulih bus tuh...
daripada tgh mlm smpai nk tgh hari,ak tsadai di perak...
tensen gile..sampai kuantan kul 330..sib bek driver bus ni sume bawak laju...klo tak,mau smpai kul 6....
sungguh la x bez...
tp kan,ni r 1st experience ak nek bus n tayar bus tcabut..ms tu kan,dpt dgr dr dlm bus cm horror gile...cm bus dah langgar kete len or smthng like dat..sbb bunyi rim tu kene jln n bus jd senget....
ms tu ak mmg tpk,klo mati la aku kat cni....jantung ni berdeber jgn ckp la....
panjang lagi usia aku....alhamdulillah..

walaupun lambt smpai 16 jam,at lez ak msih idup....

erm..psl engagement abg aku plak,sume lawa n cun...
tp yg x bez nyer,ak kene fire sbb dah nk abih blaja tp pakwe takde lagi...
jodoh x smpai lagi kan...
biar la dl....
sakit gak r tlinge kene sindir tp nk wat cmne,wat duno dah r...

itu shj..ak pn tgh demam ni...x larat nk ngedap mende alah ni..bpinar2 mate aku dah ni...
adios
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tahap best ...very2 low....

hari ini ak nyer mood swing dah kembali....
sume org pn nk wat ak mrh...tensen gile babeng r...
i wish i cn talk 2 sm1..actualy ak nk je blik umah skrg jek..bley gak ak ckp ngn mak ak...argh...i miss my mum so much.....
lambatnye balik....
taknk ceritakan ketidakbestan hari ini...
yang penting,hari ini hari yg tak bez....

epi epi day..wink wink

sebenarnye ak tgh wat thesis ak..ttb got diz msg from my pak andak...
his wife which is my aunty is pregnant....
im so damn excited..they hv been waiting for 12 years...
then,now they got twins...
i knw its 2 early 2 b excited...it juz 6 weeks pregnancy..but dat is a bless...
im so damn epi..excited..
i cnt explain it wit words...
trase nk blik umah je skrg..n hug my aunty..
eiii....excited gile...

waaa...im so epi...
slps ak tensen pd siang hari td...
ngn fyp ak yg byk problm tu..
tp mlm ni melupakan aku unt semua itu...
im so damn epi....

sunday

ak baca2 blik blog aku,ak pn pening....amende ak nk ckp pn x tau...hahahaha
its hard when there r so many thngs in ur head n u wana write it all in d same time...
arini i do nothng except 4 my laundry....tgk2,ptg hujan plak....
ak abih kan arini dgn tgk movie....bgn td bsh bj,pas2 smbung tgk Dan In Real Life..pas2 sambung ngn my moz fav movie,Honey...pas2 ttido pas tgk Honey...
gi psr mlm..mkn2...kitorg plan nk blikan kak yan kek tp sume kedai kek tutup...takde rezeki r tuh...
mlm tu,pas mkn,wat thesis skit...mmg skit gile r..x smpai 1 page pn....
pas2 tgk forest gump...pas2 tgk elizabeth the golden era....pas2 bosan....
dah x tau nk watpe...
ni r mslh nye ngn holiday..badan nk rez je keje...
kul 420 nnt d amik my frens kat train station....

dah byk kali try 2 upload photo in this,tp fail je manjang...so,dah mls nk try...hheheehhehe

wut is special bout today??
erm...let me thnk..
iv got msg from him...hahahaha..[him,refer 2 my older post,then u kkow who he is]
tu je la kot coz moz of time, i juz watch movie or sleep....

takde plan pape....poket pun dah kering..cnt wait 2 get home di weekend..
rs lame gile dah x blik...bosan gile2 yg amat...huhuhuhuh

me n my frens juz goin fine...i thnk God coz bless me with gud frens n a very understanding family...very great parentsn siblings n a big family who love me so damn much..i love u guys too..u r my moz precious treasure...
eventhough my love life is x dat gud,i knw there is d reason y....i juz cnt c it thru yet...smday i will knw...i knw..smday i wil.....
its getting late...n i hv nothng 2 say....
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saturday

today im goin 2 penang...sbb nk tolong alang wit his stuff....
so,ak g r penang...then i go 2 muzium usm..i nvr knw dat usm got his own museum.its quite big n interesting...very interesting actualy...[quite=very its not quite=so so]
n d moz interesting part is, i get 2 knw d director of d museum,director of theater, n an artiste...
n i realy impress wit dat artiste...he is shamsul bahari..any1 who is involves wit art shud knw diz guy...he is vry frendly n thru him,i cn c world from another side of view..d things dat he told me dat keeps on my head is,life a full circle...he talked bout his experiences which is he got lot enuf to share...he said that the mentallity dat malaysian had...we talked bout pollution of sungai penang...y we need Germany to settle it..its our land,we shud knw better....y we need to waste rm11millions to clean up d river???it juz 6km..its not a nil river....it juz 6 km n y we need so much money??we hv so mny department but stil, d river stil full of dirt.....can u imagine,u cn find a couch in there....n he keep his vry oldest paint,which is painted back in 1982..his paint is older than me...im so lucky yeah...im x an artistic person but i do apreciate ppl wit dat gift...its like smthng dat u cnt gain,its in u....

i m a ignorant person..i realy m..aftr meetng him, it change my perception of life..we cnt b alwiz ignorance otherwise we will left behind...
he did mention bout his marriage life....n he said he never learn....but i dun thnk so,its x dat he nvr learn,but time is changing n ppl do so....smtms wut we learn frm past is useless for today..example, we learn how to calculate using 'sempua' which is an chinese ancient calculator..if im x mistaken...we had d technology nowadays dat we don need doz skills....i nvr say dat its a useless knowledge,but my point now is,its no longer practical enuf to use..myb for youngsters like me thnk it is a waste 2 learn such skills but for olders,they will thnk dat was heritage dat we shud learn n keep it...it depends actualy...by d end of d day,u thnk d way u wana thnk....[ak penign,cm xde kene je example ngn ayt tersebut..lantak la]

then, i met up wit this director of musuem...n apparently i kinda forgot his name....en hasnol if im x mistaken...he is vry frenly n he tot i was alang's girlfren..isk...im juz his bezfren...alang has his own girlfren laa.... but its ok,coz alang did mention d truth,,,dats wut i m vry ease wit him,he is sm1 dat i cn put my trust on....

ok...now i learn dat 2 make a mannequins is a hard work n patient of coz...its so damn tight n u hardly breath when d tapes is all over u...its like wearing corset....corset is stretchable, but tape will nvr do so....n u cnt move around or else u juz damage it....its almoz 2 hours 2 make juz one mannequin....isk3...
i alwiz learn smthng new now n my crowd is smthng new now...i met up wit new crowds...n it is a gud thng coz i learn so much thng frm their experiences in life....
they are all moztly arts ppl...very artistic ppl....
i join photoshoot...get 2 know great ppl....involved in live performance[which is its been a long time i didnt involved]....

i knw,aftr diz,i dun thnk i hv time 2 hang out like diz wit diz crowd...coz il b back 2 my hometown..but i will miss them so much...ttb sayu plak...hahahahaha
i will gona miss them...especially alang n _i_is_e_......

n then b4 we get back to my place,we went to botanical garden....
which is diz is d vry 1st time iv been thr..klaka x???4 over 4 years i hv been here,i nvr beeen thr...its a realy nice place 2 rest ur mind...its vry peaceful,except whn there was a couple of dogs around...huhuhuhu
its vry peaceful place...i love the scene...the greenery...the smell of plants....ttb jd romentik la plak..tp disbb kan ak bgn awal,n ngntuk,ak jln laju2 sbb nk blik n tdo....
i wana go thr again....

k r.....diz is such a long entry...il better stop now...hv smthng 2 settle up....
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di saat takle tido

its 124am in d morning....
ak dah tutup pc ak td...tp dah sejam ak baring,xde hasil pn...
so,ak bukak la lptp ak blik n mengonlinekan diri...tp x rs nk cetttng...so,i sign out everythng n bukak blog ni...dengan harapan arini ak boleh coretkan sesuatu yg bermanafaat....n takde typo smpai alang pn duk bising typo byk sgt...hahahahah
nk wat cmne..slalu nye ak post entry either ak br bgn tdo or ak btl2 dah nk tdo....

so,pe pengajaran unt sepanjang hari ni...haaa...aku lupe nk cite kat korg...d pHd student yg dak2 klas ak kenekan ak ngn die [ak introduce kan die sbg N] arini dtg borak ngn ak kat lab...ak plak cm blur sbb ak x expect pn die dtg n borak ngn ak....ak pn ngn slumbernyer menyengalkan diri n wat2 cm tekun je wat keje...hahahah...ttb blur plak.biase nye ak peramah nk mampus...sib bek xde org lam lab tdi,klo x,mampus ak kene fire ngn dak2 ni....n nk wat drama ini lg dramatik....ms mkn mlm td,die pn dtg tmpt mkn same...isk3..sengal sungguh..cm xde tmpt len....

membe ak pe lagi..mule r mengeluarkan ayt2 yg bez...klo aku la kan,dah lame ak tackle..lecturer tuh...wel..nk dijadikan cite,si N ni adalah lecturer di KUKUM...klo ak tak slh tmpt r..tp si N ni lecturer r....n umur die 30...isk3....7 thn tu tua dr ak....
cmne ak leh kenal mamat ni....ak tgh wat keje lam lab...n ttb die sound ak,"tu haa,org trg ckp kl"...siot tul..mulut cam haram....sbb tu la ak kurang bkenan...jeles r tu,sbb ak cool.hahhaha

k,kite tinggal kan cite si N. di atas adalah antara salah satu sbb ak x berkenan kat die...de sbb len sbnrnyer...
ak cite psl membe ak psl crush aku, _i_iS_e_.....pas2 membe ak ckp, better knl die dl sbb sbnr nye mmg ak tak tau sgt psl crush aku ni..yg ak tau,ak ske tgk die,ske voice die, ske mate die...
walawei...ak angau ker???hahahah..i dun thnk so...juz state out my mind...

psl crush aku ni,membe ak ckp,better define my true feelng..dun get hurt again...cm my paz relationshp.erm...btl gak..i knw juz an inch bout diz guy..cmne la i cn hv this weird feelng...alang ckp this is wut we called crush...but i thnk its more thn dat.sbb klo crush,i won b like this.ak pnh ske kt org,but it will fade away...but wit this guy,from d 1st time i saw him,i cnt get him out off my head....gile x???bley thn gile r....haiyak....find ur path again dear....

haaa....ak pn pening bc entry ak ni,ak nk cite macam2 tp cam mls nk taip...so,ak conclude lam 1 para yg pendek..hehehehe

nex weekend is my bro's engagement....dl kitorg cm plan2 nk kawin same2..wat 1 majlis,nmpk gaye nyer,die r yg kawin dl....ahaks..cm bunyi org kecewa plak..no la...x pn,jodoh tu kan dah ditentukan...jodoh die dtg awal..

meh nk kongsi kegilaan ak....ak slalu imagine my crush ask me in hand when i finish my study...hahahaha.then,ak nye angan2 nk kawin tercapai...hahahahah.klo la die tau ak pk cmni,mesti die gelak golek2...huhuhuuh...aku ni byk sgt tgk cite love movie...smpai merapu2 ak pk..hahahahaha..my imagination will never end...hahahaha

erm....pe lagi ak nk tulis???npe ak duk tulis psl laki jek???ak pn heran..
ok la change d subject....
i wana go 2 bed...hahahaha.sok2 la ak tulis pape yg bermanfaat.usaha ak untuk memuatkan entry yg memanfaat tidak berjaya..mission fail.
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