letter for him

its been awhile since we talk. i know u juz doin fine wit ur life. so do i.
at first i juz wana write u a letter but whn i thnk back,u dun need 2 know bout wut i feel rite now coz i know u dun even care. .n i thankful coz of dat...coz of thngs happen, im so thankful n i shud thnk u coz we r now at our own path.
iv been heart broken at first. n yes,i did badly hurt.but as time goes by, its like fade away...n d matter fact is, i kinda feel more release rite now. at time being, i feel more free...i cn do anythng dat i wan without considered wut u thnk of me. i know u juz being juz fine rite now..n i find out u alredy found someone..good 4 u..im epi 4 u...i realy m.
if u ask me,i thnk, i dun wan 2 mess my head wit man for time being. i m surrounded wit my own stuff lately n they kept me bz. n i loz track of u...d memory of u is like sunset...nice 2 look at but wont stay long enuf 2 keep u warm. but d coldness u left...
i wana thank u coz letting me go coz now i know wut i want. . im not ready yet 2 change my life juz 2 fulfill ur wish. im not willing 2 sacrifise my needs to fulfill urs.. i m definitely not ready for that. i want sm1 who wants me coz he wants me, not wana change me in2 some1 he wants. dats wut u r trying 2 do in this entire rltnshp. u wan me 2 bcome sm1 u need, sm1 u want, sm1 u dream of. but im x dat type of person....i know i m far far away from d perfect words...but i do love my own self..i wan ppl 2 admire me d way i m.not d way u imagine i cn b...
now, i can c clearly dat we r never meant for each others. d fights dat we had, we tot it brings us back together but it divide us apart...

if love is choir, u n i could nvr sing coz love isnt for u n me...
If love was an oscar, u and I could never win coz we cud nvr play our parts...
boy, i know we had a gud time, but i cnt c how we cn b last...
n i thnk u for great memories we had....
u go ur way n il go mine, live ur life n il live mine...
boy, u do well, n il b fine...
coz we r so much better of seperated...