weekend

ak rs ske plak tulis2 kat blog ni..
ak xcite ek???masa merdeka tu,ak g padang beso n i love diz huge katak y comel..tp ak xle nk bli sbb nyer membe ak y ikt tu die ckp mmbazir...i wan dat katak...uwaaa

ahaks...smpai skrg ak tbayang2 comel nyer katak tuh...bez nyer klo dpt...
klo la de org kasik kat ak katak tu kan bez....hehehehe
lam mimpi je la..tp lam mimpi pn xde org kasik kat ak katak tuh...
actually,slama 4 thn ak kat cni,xde pn membe ak y dtg melawat ak kat cni...
dr dl lg ak cm plan,,d 1st one y datang cni hanya btujuan mmmg hanya unt melawat aku,the nhe'l b my boy..n i'l stick wit him..ahaks
juz bpe bulan je tingggl,then i think i shud let d dream go..ahaks..no one will ever come ere 2 visit me...
my family jek y slalu dtg..huhuhuhhu
wut a sadis life..hahahahah
ala..xpe,x yah kalut2 psl cintan cintun ni...when d day comes,then i will b there...

ak tgh x tau nk wat pe ni..keje blambak tp x tau nk mule mana...
xpe laa...pas solat ni myb de chy skit kot..petunjuk nk wat pe..ahaks.yo o jek....

k laaa...dah lewt dah ni....n hari cm nk ujan jek...
ujan jek 2 3 hari ni..mbuatkan ak mls.....mls nk wat sume mende...

..pause...

there's lot of thing i cn compromise but not when it comes to lies...
i cn b reasonable but once iv been cheated,i wont ever 4get..i cn forgive but its impossible 4 me 2 let it go..
im heartsick...

forget bout dat...
now iv been busy wit fyp stuffss.proposal,submission date..lab..report...
ahaks....wut a hectic life..n wit a lil money left in my saving....ahaks..quite stressful.
sumhow i believe dat thrs alwiz has way 2 solve evrythng....
juz b cool n gv ur bez in everyhtng...thn everythng will b ok in d end...we save our laz 4 bez...ait??
hahahaha...amende ak tulis ni..ak sndr bc pn pening....
ahaks...who cares,xde org bc pn blog aku ni...

feelng sleepy aftr taking my medication...huargh....
setiap sakit tu penghapus dosa..alhamdulillah...
berikan ku kekuatan gar tidak bersungut n reda...
cam skit berat jek..padahal sakit sikit jek....efek je lbh...hahahah

.....hmmm.....

its been a while since i wrte down smthng in here...
internet connection over here like suck..bl la die nk btl kan...
dah wat report but stil d same...

5 more weeks left for this sem...cpt nye ms jln..
bt stil i dun strt studying..kinda lost..byk men.
laz wed,my class de wat boling tournament.me,amid n ayen.in a team...
n like ususal,im d only one who cnt reach 100points.sorry guys...but my guys are cool wit it..hehehe
then go to key's to hv char kueh teow n makan2....

haaa....laz week iv been to kuala kangsar for industrial trip...gummi-metal industries...they produced rubber engineering product..n gues wut,diz is d first time i went to kk...[kuala kangsar]
ape yang ade kat kk???
since its already at 5 when we left d factory, d bus driver juz allow us 2 hv a overall view of kk..
first thng dat caught my eyes, d tiny liltle kampung house,[perak kampung house]...so interesting 4 me,they kept their area so clean n u cn c how nice 2 b at bangku bwk pokok rambutan..then kitorg lalu kt dpn mckk..se gah namanya[undeniable],bangunan mckk vry unique....
bangunan zamam imperialisme...bt stil nice...
then dr jauh nmpk masjid ubaidiah...lawa gile2..kitorg x solat lagi tp drvr bus x nk benti..he said,kite g msjd 1 lagi..so frustrated..we juz cn c frm distance...
then g kat istana perak...besar gile,ntah bpe ekar ntah....iv been wondering,how wus a life in there???pas2 nearby,de muzium which is istana lama....
then kitorg g kt tmn rekreasi kk...cm tmn rekreasi biase...juz pe yang menariknye,kt tmn ni byk pokok2 besar....mayb dah bratus2 thn kot..besar sgt2..n tmn ni tpi sungai....n ade pkhidmatan bot unt ke seberang n blik smula..rm0.30...hehehe..cheap kan???
pas2 g solat kt masjid..pas2 blik usm..smpai cmpus kul 7...

its convo week...
i made promise 2 sm1..bt i cnt hold on 2 my word 2 b thr on her convo day..sorry.i dun wan 2 make thng worse..let it juz b like dat...sori...

haaa.....laz sunday,aku wat smthng gile...tgh2 mlm tringin gile nk mkn mcd...sewe kete n juz ajak sume org on dspot..n i manage 2 infuence amis,ayen,kulert n akak to compny me..thnx guys...
wut else matter if u hv evrythng u wan in ur life....an epi fmly,vry2 gud frens, a gud life eventhough thr is alwiz a problm n hard time 2 get thru, great health....
thanks ALLAH...

'Allah takkan lupakan hambanya,hanya kite yang slalu leka n tlupa'

...out of control....

semalam,ak g tgk rush hour 3 ngn aznor..juz 2 of us
bez gile cite tu
im looking 4ward 2watch it again...bez gile laaa..
so much stunts and so hilarious...

2 hari server down....actualy,this is convo week
de conve fest kat induk...
n i dun feel like joining it..
someone realy hope dat i can go thr..juz b thr for him..
but i dun thnk i can do dat..
coz its bout feeling dat involves...
so,i better step back b4 d worst thng can ever happen
i love my life now..i realy m
hv sum1 who realy loves me...
n hv so much time wit my frens..
its been our final year...
juz wana crate as much as memories as posible...

.. : ( ...

i realy in a big depression today...
d project dat i realy want didnt belongs to me....
hard 2 take it..i realy want dat project
may dats wut life is...
we never get wut we wan...
argh..pressure....
i hv 2 take it...bukan rezeki aku..

...wut a day...

malam2 buta di kawasan campus...
mwah....love u guys

bgn kul pagi..ahaks..lupe kul bpe..
npe ntah...2 3 menjak ni rs bosan gile ...
n ske gile layan lagu when ur gone, avril.actually ak ske lyn lagu ni bl my boy kene keje laut...
ala ala ingt kt die laa...mmg ingt pn...sbb tu dgr
tp mmg xle handle r..rs empty gile....
ak baru realize,d 1 dat i used 2 love never deserved my love pn..
lps break up n aftr smtm,br la ak nmpk npe my frens x ske ak ngn die
dl when my frens tellng me dat i deserved sm2 better,i alwiz denying n tellng myself dat they dun knw him but guess wut,smtms d outsider can c clearly when we get involved.
regret???
yup...coz i lost so much time wit my frens....
n d sacrifices iv done is juz a waste...
he doesnt even apreciate me...
never n ever...

n now,i move on n try 2 erased every memory i had
like i can...its been a year by now
but stil i cnt removes d memory....
npe plak ptg2 ni aku berjiwang2 ni...

sbb td br tgk cite sweet...
he promise 2 d girl tht 10 years frm now, let me b ur bf
aftr 10 years, he comes bacj frm korea
n stil searching 4 his first n only love...
n die pn ckp kat grl die
can u imagine???
10 years....n he's stil holding his words n keep his promises...
such a sweet guy..
dah2...sok de test...tonite is time 2 study...

..i pick the playful one..ahaks...

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, SET HIM FREE.. IF HE COMES BACK, SHE'S YOURS, IF HE DOESN'T, SHE NEVER WAS...

- The New Versions..........

Pessimist:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
If he ever comes back, she's yours,
If he doesn't, as expected, she never was.

Shakespeare:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
If he ever comes back, she's yours,
If he doesn't, here's the poison, suicide yourself for her.

Optimist:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
Don't worry, he will come back.

Suspicious:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
If he ever comes back, ask him why.

Impatient:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
If he doesn't comes back within some time forget him.

Patient:

IF you love someone, Set him free ....
If he doesn't come back, continue to wait until he comes back

Playful:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
If he comes back, and if you love him still, set him free again and again and again.....

C++ Programmer:

If(you-love(m_him)) m_him. free() if (m_he == NULL) m_he= new Chim;

Animal-Rights Activist:

If you love someone, Set him free, In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!

Lawyers:

If you love someone, Set him free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the second amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that....

Bill Gates:

If you love someone, Set him free,
If he comes back, I think we can charge him for re-installation fees but tell him that he's also going to get an upgrade.

Biologist:

If you love someone, Set him free, She'll evolve.

Statisticians:

If you love someone, Set him free,
If he loves you, the probability of him coming back is high If he doesn't, the Weibull distribution and your relation was improbable anyway.

Schwarzenegger's fans:

If you love someone, Set him free,
HE'LL BE BACK!

Salesman:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
If he ever comes back, deal! If he doesn't, so what! "NEXT".

Insurance agent:

If you love someone, Show him the plan .... If he ever comes back, sign her up, If he doesn't, keep follow up with her and never give up!

Physician:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
If he ever comes back, it's the law of gravity, If he doesn't, either there's friction higher than the force or the angle of collision between two objects did not synchronize at the right angle.

Mathematician:

If you love someone, Set him free ....
If he ever comes back, 1 + 1 = 2(peanut!),
If she doesn't, Y = 2X - log
(0.46Y^2 + (cos (52/34X)) x 5Y^(-0.5)c) where c is the infinite constant of no turning point.

Nowadays' style:

If You Love Someone, Set him free, If he Comes Back, he is Yours If he Doesn't, Hunt him Down and Kill him...!!! OR PERHAPS REPORT TO IMMIGRATION THAT SHE/HE IS AN ILLEGAL
IMMIGRANT...

If you love someone WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE SET HIM FREE???

...wut a bosan day...

its saturday..n it feels like shit...
bosan gile x ingt...
adush.....nk tgk muvi dah jemu dah..laz2 ak dgr lagu jek sambil karaoke lam bilik...
tu pn gagal menguragkan kadar kebosanan yang ak alami skrg...adush
if i knw i cn b diz bores,i shud go 2 kl..my parents is thr 4 this weekend...
mama!!bosan nye idup..if i hv my bike,i juz go anywhr i wan....tp nye,moto aku dah de kat umah..uwaaaaaa.....................
otak cm x funtioning jek...sbb bosan thp cipan...adush2

...hope...

as far as i concern, none of my frens know the existing of this blog.
it make ma easier to juz let go wut i feel inside...

rite now,i realy have a realy2 high expectation 2 d project dat dr azlan offer juz now..
juz now, i go 2 discus bout fyp wit dr azlan....n he come out with an interesting project...
mayb im not in2 chemical things like synthesis or rheology of the polymer...i more into something i cn visualize..smthng that involved creation..
i dun wan 2 talk bout d project coz he stil didnt give any confirmation bout it...i realy do hope i can have it 4 my project..i realy m..if i cnt,i knw my heart will broke into pieces....
i knw,its a bad thng 2 hv a high expectation like ths..bt irealy excited 2 have this project...
Ya Allah, murahkan lah rezeki aku...
ak tau biasenye ak x dpt ape yang ak nk...tp ak mohon ak akan dpt peluang ni...Ya Allah.murahkan lah rezeki aku...

.....fyp dilemma....

fyp is a short form for final year project....
d project dat we have 2 do 4 thesis...
title for final year project dah kuar dah....
n all of us have 2 choose d one dat we wan...afterward the lecture will pick d students...
wut shud i do???
rubber,latex or plastic???
i hv a great interest in plastic compare to latex n rubber but when it comes to machine n time needed 2 complete d lab...rubber has advantage coz its easy n i dun need 2 berebut2 nk gne tensile machine ke...nk gne machine2 plastic sbb nyer....
secara logik nya,2 lecturer jek yang offer project in rubber,dr azura n prof hanafi....juz 12 students je yang gne instrument....klo plastic project,moz of d lecturer offer dat project....so,probability nk brebut machine n lab tu amatla tinggi..
k laa....i thnk il choose rubber for now...
lame lagi nk pk...ari jumaat ni br anta form...de 3 hari lagi nk pk msk2...
final year project,6 crdit hour tu....klo dpt truk,mati laaa....
ak dah ngntk dah..arini klas dr kul 9 smpai 1...erk..actually de gap td tp juz lepak kat school...selesaikan problm yang lecturer kasik...
dl my seniors ckp final year rilex jek..tp pe yang jd kat kitorg...hectic.disaster....byk gile mende de due dat...nk kejar submitted report jek...
ni sume sbb OBE..outcome base education..amende nth..tp yang pasti nye,keje makin blambak2..assignment bukan men btimbun...course work byk nk mati...kitorg amik 3 subkect pn penat nk kejar2 wat report...junior yang amik subjyk2 tu x tau nk ckp pe laaa....

npe la time kitorg ni nk wat OBE.....wat la thn dpn..xde la bz sgt....
isk3....ni sume OBE punye psl....
sape la yang reke OBE ni????
sabo je la...

....so haapy together....

laz weekend blik umah.....suke sgt2 bley blik...
sampai pg jumaat...kul 615..bus ni kan main cejuk..i cnt even sleep...im shivering d whole nite...wlaupn i did wore 2 sweater....bt d coldness still can defeat me....
waiting 4 my parents amik kat kuantan...setelah setengah jam bertapa kt terminal makmur tu,my parents pn sampi..g breakfast...pas2 blik umah...trus menuju ke bilik tersayang.kedebum...lompt ats katil n tido x sdr diri smpai kul 1
g mkn kenduri kawin...ahaks...syok...lame dh x mkn nasik minyak org kawin..even org rmai,ak amik jek byk2 n makan sesuke ati jek....ahaks
pas2 g teman mama g settle keje die kt ofice die jap...jd pak guard..[bosan gile]
pas blik dr ofis tu,mama paksa g kebun amik buah2 sbb ak dr minggu lps bising nk mkn rmbutan kuning...ahaks...
pas2 ak pn g la kebun..ak tgh ciap2,ak tgk abaha ak dah duk kt blakang...ak pn dah konpius2..klo kete auto tu ak ilek je r..ni manual.dah la besa gabak...ngn bising2 ak duk gak kt driver tu....
mule2....msk gear....alih2 mampus plak enjin..fail2...
n parents ak ngn senang ati jek duk gelakkan ak....
adush...kene martabatkan kembali maruah...ngn confidentnyer ak pn strt blik enjin pas2 ak pn dgn slow motion nyer berjaya gerakkan kete...
yeay...kete dah bgerak...yahooo...
tp yang amat memalukan nyer....ak bwk 80 jek pling laju smpai mak ak golek2 gelak sbb ni la pemanduan ak pling bhemah...ahaks...[sejarah tu...setelah btahun2 ak x bwk manual.ak bjaya bwk manual smpai ke kebun...yeah]
sampai la kat kebun..byk gile durian yang gugur...erk...durian gugur ek???ntah...tu je word yang pling sesuai ak rs....ahaks..ak pn amik la kete sorg kutip durian2 yang ade...byk gile...1 pokok tu de dlm 20 bijik...ak ngn pelahap nyer trus mkn kt bangsal kt kebun tu...2 bijik ak abihkan..bez wooo....
pas2 g plak kat pokok rmbtn....yeay...byk rmbtn kuning....ak pn pnjt la...[1st time ak pnjt pokok unt kutip buah,biasenyer org len pnjt ak tunggu bwh jek..hahahaha]
ak pn btapa n makan...tgh2 aku duk syok memanjat tu mak ak snap gamba..[tp malangnya ak lupe nk transfer gamba]
pas2 ak tringin nk mkn manggis....mama ak pakse ak nek pokok manggis..sib pokok tu kecik jek...xde la beso gabak...klo x,haru gak nk manjat...
opsss....lupe nk ckp..abg ak pn de kat umah gak...tp die x ikt ak g kebun sbb die kene keje....
so,bl blik umah,ak ngn sbangge nye ckp kat die ak bwk kete bapak ak n panjat pokok...laz2 die ckp,ceh,takat nk ckp tu,bek x yah.....trus ak kene ketuk kpale....siot tul abg aku tu...hahahah
tp ak sayang abg aku...
pas2 mlm tu g celebrate brthday ak n abg aku...
makan byk2 smpai mengah2....[camne nk kurus ni????isk3]
berakhir la ari jumaat...

ari sabtu...g dating..yeah...
dapat adiah....necklace...comel..ske...ske sgt2.....
tp x puas la jmpe.....jap jek....waaaa....npe cpt sgt kene blik...ahaks...
itu shj agenda ari sabtu...arii dating....

pas2 ari ahad...mule la glabah nk packng brg n cr brg..
g jmpe supervisor ms li dl sbb nk pulangkn report...x psl2 kene bakar sbb pow report...hahahaah
pas2 blik ke usm...

nk duk lame2 lagi kt umah..................waaaaaa...

...the second thing....

im a beginner..still learning how to up grade my blog n if u do fre 2 teach me smthng, b my pleasure.....[any1???]

lembap tul tenet mlm ni...kene tunggu 15 minit br bukak mende alah ni..isk3...
tp npe aku tunggu???hahahah...[sbb keje dah ciap n x rs nk tdo]
kpale dah sedikit dizzy tp cm mls nk tdo...npe ek???waiting 4 smone's call.....
its been 3 days dah...call la...de mende nk ckp ni...if i cn shout n he can hear me...i will...tp nyer klo ak jerit pn,bukn die dgr pn...wat sakit tekak de la...so,keep waiting in patience even though d limitation is almost reach d edge....

industrial training presentation is on this wed n i stil hv no ideas bout it...
erm....thnking of smthng which is simple but stil interesting....wut cn make my presentation interesting???erm...is time to thnk.....

erk..instead of thinking bout the presentation...i think i shud hv some rest n hv a nice sleep...

time 2 sleep....

...the beginning...

y do i create diz blog???

• i'v got nothing to do diz nite....[while waiting for my fren who will arrive at 3..]
• it seems interesting coz i can write down everything i want to....
• coz i really don't hv anything to do tonight [ even though its weekend nite..i shud b go n hang out sumwhere out there but i choose 2 juz stick in my room]
• coz i don't feel to do anything that i supposed to do [its my lab reports..*sigh

its simple but its not easy