why i choose breastfeed?
i have a roller coaster pregnancy term. and since 7 months, doctor expected that i will delivered even earlier than EDD. yes, my first baby premmy.
sebelum deliver tu, i did attend seminar penyusuan susu ibu by KKM. my aunti nurse, so, literally i did know the benefit since kecik la kebaikan susu ibu ni. and my mum breast feed me until 2 years. so, lagi lah excited to go through that journey.
semasa seminar tu, die ade mention ayat die maksud lebih kurang camni la
susu ibu memang memenuhi keperluan bayi itu. Allah dah cipta yang terbaik untuk bayi tu. Kalay bayi pramatang, susu yang terhasil oleh ibu itu untuk bati pramatang. takde on store yang boleh tanding'
sebab ayat ini la.....aku start breastfeed. even amat susah mula mula. seriously.
mu lil angel premmy...so i decided. yes, want to fully breastfeed. sebab aku tahu, takde susu lain yang lagi berkhasiat dari susu ibu. i did read a lot. a lot of reading material. even tanye orang sane sini. alhamdulillah, my family support me all along the way.
i was jobless when i know i got preggy, so mase confinement, whenever i want to express milk, mama memang marah la. die tak nak aku kasik even botol pun sebab die cakap aku tak kerja pun.
by that time memang la tak kerja, tapi imani memang sedikit cranky bila direct feeding sebab mase dekat nursery hospital, die minum gune cup. so, die memang kurang sabar mase mula mula direct breastfeed.
so, memang agak tertekan la time tu kan. aku nak express milk nak buat stok, mama plak tak kasik.
husband plak, sibuk kerja. mase tu rase cam nak give up la breast feed ni, protest punye pasal.
then my aunti support me, die cakap its ok. express, direct or bottle it doesnt matter. as long as its breast milk. aku memang happy la. tak lame pun pakai botol. just nak sesuaikan imani with suction jek. pastu ok la, tak sampai seminggu pun. the she love breast more. hehehe. mummy pun suke la sebab imani tak cranky dah time menyusu. senang nak susukan.
and my mom tak berapa gemar stored breast milk. sampai basi camtu je kot. die suh kasik yg fresh. yes, die tak tau kot. next time, insyaAllah akan explain even deeper. so that, i got her by my side.
my family memang support gile gile la breast milk ni. and mama sendiri suruh susu kan imani sampai 2 tahun. on the other hand, since imani 3 months, my in laws suruh campur susu.
well, BM menang cepat hadam, 2 jam je imani memang akan susu balik. so, memang ramai la yang suruh gune FM. seriously, thats the beauty of BM. die tak hard on digestion. alhamdulillah, imani takde la meragam sakit perut ke ape ke. she is very nice lil girl. tak banyak karenah pn. cume nak susu je 2 jam sekali.
mase ni, hangin tak tau nak cakap ape la kan. tapi takde la hangin kat dorang. just stress je la.
imani 3 months, ive got new job. sebab dalam pantang tak sediakan stok cukup cukup, memang agak merana la stok. stok susu memang cukup cukup makan je la. bola ade orang discourage kite lagi, lagi la stress.... tapi tu la, tak salah kan dorang la. sebab my sister in law memang kasik FM since birth. well, we got our own preferences. and i choose breastmilk. tp terpaksa gak bila daily stok merudum sebab stress kot tempat kerja. by 5 months, mama terpaksa bekalkan FM on office hour. yes, dengan berat hati sangat sangat. i did go 4th time to choose the right milk for her. but i cant found one. and i stare blankly almost 1 hours everytime i go there. seriously. it is not an easy decision to feed her FM.
I do believe, Allah dah buat yang terbaik. pilih yang semulajadi dahulu. if cant go through with it, then take the alternative ways. even reluctantly i have to choose FM for her.
so, i am really looking for weekends or holidays. so that i can breast feed her all day. yes. sampai sekarang pun. memang susah la skit. nak susu, kene carik fitting room. well, kat kemaman and kuantan ni, takde feeding room. memang fitting room la jawab nye. or surau. or dalam kereta.
even payah, i know i give her the best.
semoga imani jadi anak solehah. anak yang berjasa untuk mama n papa. dan agama.
so, hopefully, i can breastfeed her until 2. then we think how to go through weaning process. buat masa ini, aku bahagia dengan ini.
