Back to work

Next week, lepas dekat setahun tak kerja, kembali bekerja.

Perasaan??? Bercampur baur

Especially nak tinggal imani dengan pengasuh

No more morning bath with iman.
Suke sangat mandikan iman sebab die sangat suke bath time. Tak nangis2.

Dan die talde gaduh gaduh nak nangis kalonak siapkan lepas mandi.

Gonna miss that moment.

Sedih :(

Pastu, rindu die sembang sembang.
Actually mama die jek duk pot pet pot pet. Iman just buat cooing sound. Tapi suke sangat. Cam die respond to everything that i am saying. Owwh. :(

Then, rindu nak peluk die all the time.
Yess. Aku suke sangat dukung n peluk die. Even kadang kadang time die tido pun aku angkat.

And of coz, direct feed only at night :(
Gonna miss this alot coz iman kinda hug me back when she is bf.

Owh.
Those moments.

How could i go to work peacefully?

Plus, she still refused bottle feeding.

Owh owh owh.

Hopefully, esok she will be ok.

Esok try hantar babysitter.
At least kalo die tak nak botol, boleh kasik spoon. Hopefully die ok jek bottle feeding ngn bs nanti.

Iman, mama will miss u. A lot.