Warded

Once i know i got pregnant, i read lots of books n search thru the internet about pregnancy.

We've been waiting almost for a year to finally get one.

I do eat healthier than before. I forced myself eats veggy n fruits. I want the best for the baby.

Everything went well. Until today. I realized there is leaking at my amnion sac.

So, disini lah aku, kene masuk ward.
Doc ckp takde baby tak pape. And hopefully leakage tu nnt bolej tutup sendiri. So, die takkan force early delivery.
Worst case scenario, force the baby out early.

I hope my baby can survive.
Mama really loves u. Please be strong.
Mama wanna hold u tight.

Ya Allah. Selamatkanlah anak dalam kandungan ku.
Jangan lah kau tarik nikmat satu ini ya Allah.

Jika aku yang banyak lakukan kemungkaran, hukumlah aku. Maafkanlah dosa aku. Hamba mu yang sering melakukan kesilapan ini.

Aku tak leh tido lam hospital ni. Risau baby.

Nasib baik cik suami ade kat darat. Kalo tak, lagi tak keruan. Sorry abang, takleh teman tido mlm ni. Mungkin kene tahan sampai 2 hari.

:(

Hopefully takde la sampai dua hari.

Doakan kami. Agar semua dipermudahkn.