weekend yg sedih....

laz thursday, my cousin died...die ade cancer, n d cancer cells dah merebak sampai ke lung..
thsi is not d 1st time my cousin died coz of cancer...d 1st one is abang long. he died coz of leukemia. ppl said dat cancer is genetic thing....so, smtms make me think of this...ajal maut dah di tetapkakn kan???so, x de r aku pk sgt...

sedih tgk anak-anak dia...anak die yang sulung baru darjah 5. and yg last 3 tahun...d lil boy doesnt know dat his mum is already gone forever...alya, d oldest daughter, can c how sad she was on dat day...its been 2 years since she was diagnosed with muscle cancer...and its been 2 years she has to bear with kimo and radiotherapy things...

iv been there on thursday and on saturday, b4 when back to kemaman, have some lil time to go shopping at KB...n like alwiz, shop till drop...hahahhaha

then, went back to my house n d next day, g umah atuk plak...he is a lil unwell..he got fever.but like alwiz, he will b epy if anak cucu die balik n start makan2 n makan ubat...n seems ok b4 we went back home...

wut a tiring weekend...traveling the whole weekend. n like alwiz, ,my dad is refused to drive the car...n mangsa nye unt drive adalah aku...n adik aku pn malas sbb byk kete...wut to do, drive je r....

n driving in d highway smlm amatla mentensionkan aku...ade motor convoi ramai2 and conquer d left side of the road...x kisah la klo die x kaco org. but they block d road...n pissed me off all over the way..sbb dorg ni convoi x cam convoi...ptt nyer, dorg ikut marshall..ini marshall nyer ttinggal kat blakang, n dorg berterabur..sgt2 la skit hati...dah la bl aku stop nk solat asar, die mengconquer kawasan parking plak..pas2, i hv to stop at another r&r laaa...xkn la nk bersesak2 ngn dorg...so, perjalanan smlm amat memenatkan...

n today...back to work...with upset stomach...nape ntah perut aku arini...
hopefully it will get better....