horror nite

4 hari lagi nk raye...dan ttb aku terase sayu sgt...
kesian syahnur, kene raye kat laut....tapi nak wat camne, dah keje..itu je yg slalu aku cakapkan kat die. aku takreti nk memujuk..aku tau die sedih. aku pun sedih gak..tapi aku tau die lagi sedih...away from our loved one....rase cam aku ni awek yg tak best plak...takle nk pujuk bf sendiri.hu hu hu

erm...semalam, aku tak tau la mimpi ke realiti..i was left alone in my house since my housemate went to kl.like alwiz, when i left all alone, its extra boring...watching tv all d time is killing me. so, around 10, went upstair...trying to read something to kill this lonesome.and like alwiz, il lock up my door if i left alone...so, i fall asleep and just terjage around 430...so, i switch off the light.so lazy to go downstir to eat anything..plus, i m so0 sleepy...i changed my cloth since its a lil warm compare to before. afterward, got on bed and continue dreaming...but suddenly, i hear a big thud on my door. someone is knocking my door.i was wondering who..i was alone....and it gone...becoz i am too sleepy, i just continue sleeping...
then, around 530, there is someone knocking on my door and i heard someone enter next room...am i dreaming??
i grabbed the phone...thinking should i call my colleague or not...if they knock again my door, i will directly call my colleague...but there was total silent....the noise keep me awake for awhile...
sampai takut nk bangun g toilet nk solat..hampeh tul...trus tak smayang subuh arini...takut nye psl...tak patut tul la...
aku lagi takut klo de org...well, they can do anything plus nowadays, they are very very extreme..
by 730, i decided i have to go out...hv to go to office...
so, i grab a knife [in case]...and luckily its nothing....
then i go check on everything...every single door and windows...there is no sign of break in...
so today, that noise really make me think of somethng..am i dreaming or is it real??
if it was a dream, i really heard the sound...somebody was really knocking my door...but who???
still cant figure out who...
anyone...sesape nk teman aku for this whole weekend??very very terrified......

or is it just a dream???argh...i duno...