its a long nite....

its been a long time since i had dreams in my night sleep...
n, smlm, ak bermimpi bout goin to an island...lawa sgt2 n yg plik nyer, ak leh nmpk d other part of island...cm island satu lagi tu duk sblh menyebelah...
tp nyer, we r x allowed to go to the shore...we arrived by banana boat at a small jettty...jetty tu wane pink kot if im x mistaken..cute sgt2...island ni cm aku kat alice in wonderland la...
walaupun we r x allowed to go to shore, but like alwiz, rules r made to be broken...kami pn pergi ke pantai. n gues wut, ak mandi pantai pkai baju yg aku ak pkai time aku tido which is pink hot pants n pink singlet...[i will nvr wear diz type of cloth outside my bedroom...]
n yg pling bez nyer, de adegan photoshoot lg tuh...amik gmba smbil lompat2...[ aksi bergamba yg ak sgt2 nk capture tp slalu fail...]
kitorg nye chalet 2 tingkat...dats d only chalet there....lawa sgt2...kt luar, de smal japanese garden wit gigantic fountain...air kt fountain tu colourful..pas2, our room kat ats.kat dpn tuh, de lampu yg di hanging2 dgn susunan yg amat lawa....i was mesmerized....

pas2 ak tjage ngn alarm aku..ms tu, island tu tgh di landa earthquake...

n 1 lg ak nyer penyakit yg org slalu gelak kat aku...contoh nyer, bl fon ringing time aku tido, bunyi tu akan msk lam mimpi aku....dats y it took me sometime to pick up d fon while i asleep...coz it is realy take some time to make sure dat its not dreams..n it is happening all d time..so, if i didnt pick up d fon while i was asleep,now u know y...hhahahahah....

ppl hv their phobia kan..tp ak ni kuat imagining things...klo org mrh2 aku, i alwiz imagine they slap me..contoh nyer, if u mad at sm1 else n u talk in hi pitch wit me...n in my mind, i imagining u will slap me...dats y la i realy hate it whn ppl get mad at me or throw his mad at me...coz it makes me feel like psychotic...i nvr been slapped n i realy dun wan 2 experienced it...realy2....iv been in fights b4, bertumbuk,sepak terajang ut is normal, but not slapping...even if u juz raise ur hand, my tears will drops like hell...or even u marah2 at me pn, its realy hurt me n u cn c mate i berair.....its x like i nvr kene mrh2...tp jarang kene mrh...dats y i cnt stand if ppl marah2 me...
but now, time keje, ari2 kene marah....sabo je r.so, i thnk, i hv 2 deal wit this weakness..i hv 2 admit dat it is normal if ppl get mad...n i hv 2 b cool enuf 2 make sure dat i won cry in d meeting...[sbb dlm meeting slalu tgk boss marah2...even die x mrh aku pn, i stil feel sad...hahaha...now i now im vry sensitive person after all...]

well...life is a process of learning...rite???