hard enuf

erm...all diz thngs realy hard enuf.nk cari reading material pun susah gile....so, nk dpt clearer vision bout all systems is kinda tough rite now but stil, i juz hv anothr week to go 2 find out bout everythng theoretically..aftr dat, dealing wit real situation....which is its realy make me nervous n excited at d same time......

i care not for my lack of rez rite now as long as i hv wut it takes to survive whn i go thr nex month..but with lackng of everythng especialy reading material, its kinda messed up wit my mind to concentrate n stay focus....thr is so mny2 thngs dat i need to verify n i dun hv enuf info bout it....wut a stressful situation...

but i hv 2 put myself 2gthr n stay strong...cnt let myself down..its juz beginning...well,aftr all, life is all about learning.....we cnt stop learning n learning will nvr stop....

Quitter is not who i m...il finish everythng dat i'v started....InsyaAllah....

by d way, ak dpt la msg forward2 ni....ak x tau btul ke x....psl bulan.
psl marikh yg tukar arah pusingan....n klo korg tgk bulan 2-3 minggu lps, bulan sabit n sabit nyer ke bawah...biase nyer bulan sabit, sabit nye tletak kat kiri or kanan....ak rs ak pnh nmpk tp ak tak pk...pas2 ak dpt msg tu buat ak tpk....
dlm al-quran ckp, kiamat hadir bl matahari terbit dari barat...which is, de kene mengene ngn arah pusingan planet2 lam cakerawala ni...n pusingan planet2 ni ada kene ngene ngn tarikan antara planet...contoh, pusingan bulan mengelilingi bumi sbb tarikan graviti bumi thdp bulan...klo pusingan marikh dah berubah...mengikut logik n pengetahuan aku yg cetek tentang astronomi ni, de harapan unt bumi tukar arah pusingan....it juz d matter of time je r...
erm...de sesape de info psl mende ni???bley la share2....

ya Allah, jgn la ko ttp pintu taubat-Mu terhadap aku dan seluruh umat Islam di kala kami masih dalam perjuangan mencari jalan ke arah keredhaan Mu....