3rd entry 4 d day.....

arini je 3 entry ak post...trying so hard 2 put my mind n concentrate to notes in frnt of me but somehow,i juz cant....dunno y, i cnt concentrate my mind on my readings....
myb too much details....Liquid crystal polymer..got mny phases..bla bla bla..
cn concentrate on first 4 pages jek....wth...find ur path again dear....d battle is juz around d corner...
*sigh*

ermmm....shud i put my hope in this???erm...ntah laa..nnt x dpt plak cm sdh plak...tgk je r interview nnt...i hope i juz doing fine during d interview....but still,cm blur2 lg...erm....i shud leave it aside at diz moment.....Ya Allah...murahkan rezeki ku...amin...

td ptg g mkn ngn ama,amy n salmi....ttb psl pakwe2 plak dibangkitkan.n dpt 1 kaedah menarik..kepada sesiapa yg inginkan jodoh awal,bc surah yusoff ayt 1-4..amalkan..bg sesiapa yg bdoa jodoh awal la kan....tak salah berusahakan nak2 lagi,klo mende2 baik ni....
amy slh dgr statement ak sbnrnyer....ak ckp,ak tak nk de pakwe for time being n die myb dgr ak nk de pakwe kot...tu yg tkeluar psl tu...

iv got smthng interesting 2 share
....ak de cite psl crush ak dl kan???ntah cmne ntah,ak terconfess kat die,n ntah cmne ntah,ak bley terconfess....ak pn konpius....sbb biase nyer ak ni mmg x ske n x reti nk confess2 ni...klo ak suke org,ak diam kan jek...myb ak tau kot die jns x amik pot n ak juz nk clear out my mind....n he said he gave up long distance rltnshp...

actualy kan,bl die ckp tu,ak pn teringt la my paz rltnshp yg end up fail kan...i did mention kan,both of them r long distance rltnshp...tp ntah la,ak x ske yg date dkt2 kot...sbb ak ni jns cpt gile rs bosan ngn mende...klo hari2 ngadap muke tu,ak takut ak bosan...sbb tu takut nk kapel dkt2 ni...mmg la bez kan.bley jmpe ari2, date ari2,mkn same2...tp ak rs ak xde life kot....hehehe...
did i mention dat guys yg biasenyer yg create problm klo long distance rltnshp....based on my experience la...somehow,dorg akan carik gak spare part yg dkt2 ngn dorg...

erm...berbalik psl confession aku tuh...erm.so,apparently ak di rejek...hahahaha
tp ak no hal la...sbb ak mmg dpt rs pn.cm ak ckp td la,juz wana clear out my mind....
klo xnk de pape,baik setel awal2....so dat, ak xde r keep on wondering....
so,now we r cool....

tp bl pk2 blik,i dun thnk i need man rite now.sib bek die rejek,klo die time,mau terkejut beruk aku..sbb ak dah mmg tau die akan rejek...tp sj je gatal2 nk tnye gak..hahahaha
npe ak ckp ak x perlu kan laki,sbb nyer, ak rs, klo x kapel,ak lg syok kot...
xde r byk sgt dosa2 kering aku...bl dah besar2 ni,i mean, i m 23 now kan..xkn la xnk brubah...xkn nk trus sesat jek..ak nk gak senang dunia n akhirat.
Alhamdulillah....
klo pasni org ckp ak membosankan,ak x kisah....sbb i knw i choose d rite path...pape pn,nnt kite blik kt sana gak.....

by d way,sape ckp pkai tudung xle nk bgaye??n skrg ni kan,ak tgk org constantly pkai tudung lg nice n comel n sophisticated....so,mintak2 azam aku unt kekal btudung termakbul....even de membe ak ckp pkai tudung nmpk mbosankan....lantak korg r...dosa aku bukan korg tanggung pn...ak yg nk kene jwb nnt...

dah la...ngantuk menguasai diri plak...
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