Mama n iman

D girls moment

perihal tentang kelahiran

kelahiran anak sulung. yang di nanti lepas hampir setahun.

as per mention before, ms 3rd trimester, have some problems with my pregnancy.

while on first and second trimester, it just went smooth.

at 27th weeks of pregnancy, i experienced PPROM and my baby was expected IUGR since at this point, weight die tak sampai 1 kg.

since aku takde health issue, even specialist tak tau reason ape PPROM.

even dopler study, yang study plasenta tu kasik nutritious kat baby tu pun ok jek.

so, aku kene cucuk ngan dexa untuk matangkan peparu baby. if there is any emergency delivery needed.

sakit gile kot kene cucuk. even the nurses pun cakap, memang sakit cucuk ni. tahan yer.

sabo je la....

so, i was kept on close observation.

which is, weekly appointment with specialist.

specialist dah awal awal cakap,

we have to deliver this baby early, since u have oligo by now. the water bath for baby is not enough. so, we keep on observation until 36weeks. but most probably, u will deliver earlier than that.

ini ayat ayat pakar yang dah aku simpulkan.

so, every weekly appointment tu, memang berdebarla, at 29th week, berat baby naik tapi air ketuban tetap sikit.

minggu 30, same gak.

so, doc expect nak deliver by 34 kalau trend still camni.

at 33rd week, air ketuban dah hampir normal. alhamdulillah. berat baby pun naik sikit. walaupun masih dekat 3rd percentile. which is not enough, tapi, tetap growth.

for me, it was miracle. alhamdulillah.

doc cakap, kalau berat baby tak sampai 1.8kg, we have to deliver kat hospital besar KT. sebab sini takde back up untuk peparu baby.

it was a hard decision. its 3 hours driving distance..

sepanjang tempoh tu, aku tak habis habis doa, semoga semua selamat dan di permudahkan.

at 34th weeks, air ketuban sikit balik, oligo balik.

doc kate takpe, kite tengok minggu depan. hopefully boleh sampai 36th weeks. the longer the baby in the womb is better. but somehow, if the womb condition is not that good, better we force her out.

so, on 35th weeks appointment, improvement tak baik sangat. petang tu jugak aku admitted lam hospital.

so, plan untuk pregnancy ni, as we all know, klo goverment, dorang kalau boleh nak suh normal kan. so, aku pun di induce la dengan prostin.

prostin ni, ubat yang wat masuk lam rahim ikut vagina. sakit gile kot!!!!

and imagine, i have to go under 5th attempts. gile sakit kot.

sakit sebab kene seluk.

tapi memang jalan tak bukak pun even after 5th attempts.

masa masuk prostin ke lima tu, air ketuban leaking balik. banyak plak tu.

aku dah risau pasal my baby in the womb.

dah la air memang kurang, pastu duk leaking jek.

early that morning, dorang nak masukkan 6th prostin but i refused.

aku cakap, we go with ceaser jek.

i dont want it anymore, ive been leaking since 7pm yesterday. i am worry about the baby.

aku berani cakap camni sebab specialist pun dah cakap, kalo 5th attempt fail, boleh choose nak ceaser or go on another shot of induction.

so, that early morning, aku pun decide go on with ceaser.

hari jumaat. moga keberkatan jumaat, the baby safe.

so, i was arrange for ceaser.

1130am, masuk operation theather. specialist dah memang suh aku puase since 2am yesterday.

so, boleh wat operation in the morning.

sekejap jek, by 1144am, baby kuar.

bila dengar baby dah nangis.

rasa bersyukur yang amat. alhamdulillah. baby survive. and i cried a bit.

bayangkan, aku risau since 27th weeks about baby condition.

sangat sangat bersyukur baby selamat. walaupun kecik and premmy.

1.8kg with no health issue. strong heart, strong lungs.

cume kene tahan kat pediatrik sebab kene go on antibiotic treatment since aku dah leaking over 24hours.

sementare itu, kesan ubat bius tu, aku weak gile. so, kene warded 3 hari dl.

tp sebab pediatrik kat tingkat atas jek, on the 2nd day, aku gagahkan diri naik ke tingkat atas. just to see my lil princess.

hubby aku memang hari hari tunjuk pic die. tapi tak puas la. nak tengok ngan mata sendiri.

i was blessed. everything went well.

baby sihat :)

alhamdulillah...

walaupun gov hospital punye service bapak haram nyer kan.

nanti la kau cite pasal service nyer.

tapi, ini lah journey kelahiran anak sulung aku.

mencabar sangat sangat bagi aku.

lagi mencabar jaga baby premmy ni.

takle sejuk. takle kotor kotor. memang extra care lah.

tidur pun ngan kipas je tau. no 1 plak tu. bayangla camne mama ngn papa die yang slame ni tido dalam aircond, kene stand the heat.

tapi itu la, pengorbanan.

the heat just nothing jek.

as long as my baby fine.

izz ameena imani

kekuatan iman.

harapan mama ngan papa, agar imani, jadi anak baik.

islam sejati.

insyaAllah.

Tahun pertama

Tahun ni first time :

1. Raya haji kat hospital. Sebab baru lepas ceaser sehari sebelum raya.

2. Dapat baby gurl. Walaupun kecik, tapi sihat sempurna.

3. Aku rasa peritnye berjaga malam kerana seorang anak. Sebab mule mule, my baby warded and di asigkan dari ibu, die refused bf. Sampai aku jadi hangin gile.

4. Jadi mama.

5. Masuk operation theater. Takut wooo.

6. Kene bius separuh badan. Memang helpless gile wa cakap sama lu.

Itu je la dulu. Imani dah nangis nak susu.

P/s: thank u hubby for always being there. I love u so much. With all of my heart.