If my baby sleeps soundly
If not, its gonna be very short post. Hurmph.
Al kisahnya, i dreamed and planned to have a normal delivery. Since i dont want to have restiction to any future delivery. Through our appointments, i said ut loud n clear that i am going to give it a try. Eventhough doctor did suggest that csec delivery wont be a problem at all.
So, on 30th april 2014. The contraction starts since 12am. I cant sleep the whole night. It get very intense by 4am. So, kitorg pun siap2 eventhough tanda takde lagi.
Imani kitorg hantar kat umah mama. Mama babysit imani. Thanks mama.
Ni first time mama tidur jauh ngn imani. Sedih. Tp sakit tu melebihi segalanya.
Sampai kat hospital, this time kitorg choose pusat kesihatan pakar muip, kuantan memandangkan history aku ngan hospital kerajaan tak begitu bagus. Huhuhu.
Walaupun sakit tu dah 5 kali sekali, tapi jalan baru 1 cm. aku pun dah cam. Wth.
Then doc hantar kat ward. Doc kasik petodine sbb nk bukak jalan. Petang tu, doc check its only 3cm. Doc kasik choice nak tunggu or pecah air ketuban. Aku cakap tunggu je la. Walaupun di kasik petodine, sakit tu still rs lg. then ke esokan hari nya...
Yer, still tak besalin lepas 24hrs contraction. Sakit? Tersangat laaa sakitnye.
Then, pagi tu around 10am doc siap datang. Eh, awak tak bersalin lagi. Camni la, saya cek. Kalau takde progress. It might be false labor.
Then lepas cek, its progressing to 4-5 cm. and aku kasik approval doc pecahkan ketuban. Sepatutnya lepas pecah ketuban, sakit lg intense. Tp aku ni, tetibe sakit ilang terus. Wth.
Pukul 3 ptg masuk labor room. Masuk ubat. Masa ni, sakit die, Allah je tau. Breathing technique dah ke laut. And yes, the progress is too slow. Dari 3 petang ke 11 tgh malam, bukaan last just 7 cm. aku memang x larat. Its 48 hrs dh. Alhamdulillah. My husband with me all the tine.
Then aku mintak doc czer jek. And plus doc takleh tunggu lame. Doc kasik 8hours trying. Tinggal 1 hour je lagi.. Doc suh masuk Bilik bedah. Lepas epidural, die akan try cek jalan. Kalau dah fully dillate, die akan vacuum n no need cser. But somehow, jalan still 7cm mase tu. so, czer la.
Pkl 12 dah masuk OT. Husband aku dah takle masuk OT. tinggal aku sorang. Mase ni contraction sangat la sakit n doc try cucuk epidural. Tapi x boleh plak. Sbb aku takle nak relaks pinggang aku kot. Tgh contraction. Sampai lebam blakang aku. Selepas stgh jam doc try, dapat la, tp line tak cantik plak. Aku tak rase kebas. So, trus wat general aneasthatic. Maksudnye, bius semua. Bukan separuh badan. Baby kuar 2 may 2014. Pkl 1245am.
Beze GA ngn epidural, lepas sedar, terus rs ngilu. Pastu die cucuk ubat thn sakit. N aku pun tidor.
Esok doc datang cek, siap cakap anak aku dekat 5 minit tak nangis. Color n heart beat semua ok. Tp tak nangis. huru hara gak la malam tu. Dorg terpaksa panggil another pead. Lepas tu, alhamdulillah. Nangis gak. Itu la keburukan GA. Anak pun kene bius skali.
Itu la die. 52 hours sakit. Jeles aku dengan orang yang senang sangat bersalin. I have to go thru all of this. Nanngisss....
Alhamdulillah. Staff n doc kat hospitak pakar muip ni sangat la baik. Thanks to all. Aku ingat sorang je staffburse yang jage aku. Kak amy. Thanks for the support. Semoga kalian di kurniakan segala yang baik.
N pada mama yang melahirkan. I love u even more.
To mu hubby that have been there for all the time. Thanks n sorry for everything.
Presenting.
Izz maryam maysaa binti syahnur adzam.
Our second princess.
Arini baru 28 days.
I love u with all of my heart. 
Pic ni masa day 3. First day at home.
Alhamdulillah. Thanks Allah for everything.
